This series will be incredibly honest and personal. Its purpose is to record and track my experience with microdosing psilocybin,  as well as to serve as a therapy space for me on my journey to hopeful wellness. . I will share resources and informational posts as well.

I will also transparantly share with you what my life is like currently, the symptoms I am trying to reduce, my diagnosis & background, and what i would like to see as a result of this experiment. 

 This is Rated for Adults only, and may have potentially triggering but non graphic and non explicit content.

*DISCLAIMER* I do not recommend anyone take illegal drugs and I am not a medical professional, I am just a desperate person who has been down every other road to try and heal myself with no success, and my mental illness is ruining my life.

RECENT POSTS

• Day 20
  The past few months, even prior to microdosing, I have been thinking alot about my goals, and the real paths that I will need to takeContinue reading “Day 20”
• Number Data- Week two
  the pervious weeks data will appear like this for comparison. Self Harmed 0/10 0/10 Drank Alcohol 5/10 5/10 Showered 6/10 5/10 Had higher than medium depressionContinue reading “Number Data- Week two”
• Day 16
  The beginning of Week 2 has been challenging for me. I underwent some trials in my personal relationships and an overall dishevelment of my household. IContinue reading “Day 16”
• Number Data week One
  You may notice i record my ‘weeks’ in Ten day periods instead of 7. This is so that I have an easier number for my dataContinue reading “Number Data week One”
• Day 10
  My first week microdosing psilocybin felt like a success. I noticed a decrease in irritability, anxiety, depression and a huge decrease in my desire to drinkContinue reading “Day 10”
• Day 1
  On my first day of microdosing I took .3g Although I experienced positive effects throughout the day, and had a good day overall mentally, I didContinue reading “Day 1”